on this day I would love to be near you
but you are far away
in the moment I feel this fact
unnumbered seconds stampede across a vast landscape
thunder into distance until I am
left
alive alone
while our world --
its fragile shell cracking
hatches danger
that will not be persuaded
by whiffs of magic
appeasement or prayer
to pass us by
all this time dear friend
on your side of the world
you breast threats
stir hives
expose the details of fear
and its results
love doggedly / cheerfully
being apart
what is left to us in these precarious times
is remembering
our wholesome comfort
our domesticity
no matter / I determine
to fascinate empty places by watching them suffer recent loss
to squint at solids standing in my way transforming them to scintillates
to show my eyelids the sun --see memory projected on the blood red screen
dear one so far away -- do you think
changing how we see
might make what we see
contradict the fact of separation
so that whatever threatens
and wherever we may be
you might inhabit a timeless place with me?
poem and photograph by Jo Mariner